Week 5 – Monday
08.22.09
I had already booked these two weeks off when I thought I was going to Benidorm with Anita so I have managed to cancel second week as there is no point in wasting holidays. I need a week to recover from drinking that mini bar anyway. Doesn’t feel strange being single again as was only with Mark a short time.
My stomach is in terrible state though. I am fairly sure it is the after effects of drinking mini bar (two miniature Jack Daniels and coke, two miniature vodka absolut neat, a mini malibu, a mini southern comfort and lemonade, three miniature bottles of Napoleon Brandy for shock.
I can’t stop feeling sick and I have butterflies in my tummy. I went onto google to look up symptoms and it said I was suffering from acute anxiety and stress. Yes, it makes perfect sense. Although just to be sure I have made a telephone appointment for tomorrow with Doctor Bloomfield. He may be able to prescribe something to calm my nerves.
Managed a tin of soup but couldn’t face venturing out. Mrs Skelley knocked and delivered a hand written letter. She explained that she came past my door as she was sweeping lobby and noticed letter.
It is from Mark.
He said he broke up with Jennifer nearly a year ago and she could not accept it. He explained that she has been using stalker like tactics since the breakup. Apparently she has stayed good friends with Mercedes and that is how she knew about the barbecue. He asked me to give him a ring and he would explain everything.
I just can’t bring myself to read his texts, listen to his messages or ring him. I feel so foolish. Like I was the only one who didn’t know about his other secret life. Not only does he have webbed feet, he has spun me a web of lies. I shall not call him The sexy builder anymore, i shall refer to him as Spiderman (although he is taller and much better looking than Tobey Maguire.)
Just caught up, brilliant updates.
xxxxx
Marilyn